My thoughts of the day

[Feyli_kord]

Today i have to write about some obscure modernist author. What is it with westerners and their obsession with neurotic and anxious Jewish authors? It's like the most claustrophobic novels people read.

[Piling]

What is it with westerners and their obsession with neurotic and anxious Jewish authors?

With Bible, Jesus and Saint Paul, Marx and Freud, Kafka, Einstein, etc., they are just the basis of our civilization.

[Feyli_kord]

What is it with westerners and their obsession with neurotic and anxious Jewish authors?

With Bible, Jesus and Saint Paul, Marx and Freud, Kafka, Einstein, etc., they are just the basis of our civilization.

It's just surprising to me that a author like Kafka can become so popular. We kurds have a more stable emotional nature that is probably boring to other people. We're indifferent with a veneer of friendliness to most things unless it's about one of three things, Kurdistan, money and the family .

[Piling]

We kurds have a more stable emotional nature that is probably boring to other people.

Kurds stable ? Not emotional ? Boring ?

think of all these Kurdish songs and poetry full of hopeless love, hopeless fight and hopeless exile…
Western tales end all like 'lovers were happy, married each others and had full of children.
Kurdish tales end often like : lovers were unhappy, both died and everybody cried for centuries and centuries…


Kurda are among the most emotional people I know. You just only chose to not write novels. Then you cry by singing and playing tembûr,
Westerners are unemotional but cerebral and they write it a lot

[Anthea]

Poem by an unknown, unemotional, boring Kurd

Who Am I by Cigerxwin

Who am I, you ask ?
The Kurd of Kurdistan,
a lively volcano,
fire and dynamite
in the face of enemy.
When furious,
I shake the mountains,
the sparks of my anger
are death to my foes.

Who am I ?

I am in the east,
forts and castles
towns and hamlets,
rocks and boulders,
What irony, what a shameful day !
A slave I am now for blood suckers
Yet I saved the Middle East
from the Romans and the crusaders.

Who am I ?

Ask the Near East,
Ask the Middle East,
villages and towns,
plains and deserts.
They were once all mine
when by war and knowledge
I defeated rivals
to become crowned over an empire
stretching to the borders of India.

Who am I ?

I am the proud Kurd,
the enemies' enemy,
the friend of peace-loving ones.
I am of noble race,
not wild as they claim.
My mighty ancestors
were free people.
Like them I want to be free
and that is why I fight
for the enemy won't leave in peace
and I don't want to be forever oppressed.

Who am I ?

I shall free my land
from the tyrants;
from the corrupt Shah and Mollas,
from the Turkish juntas
so we may live free
like other nations,
so my gardens and meadows
are mine again;
So I can join the struggle
for the good of mankind.

Who am I ?

It was I who defeated
Richard the Lionheart
My own blood I shed
to defend these regions.
A thorn I was in my enemies' side;
in my shadow lived the Arabs, Turks and Persian;
many a king held my horse's head.
Yes I am the warrior,
I am Saladin,
the King of Egypt, Syria and Israel.

Who am I ?

I am Ardashir,
I am Noshi Rawan.
In the ancient days
rivals feared my caesars
regretted my animosity.
I knew no fright;
in love with adventure;
from India to Greece
they paid me tribute.

Who am I ?

Yes, I am the Kurd,
the Kurd of Kurdistan
who is poor and oppressed today.
My castles and forts
are now demolished;
my name and my fame'
swindled by my assailants,
those who set germs into my body
to paralize my existence
making a nameless soul of me;
a nation with no friends.

Who am I?

I am the one who despite it all
remains the unyielding Kurd;
still formidable to the enemy.
The smell of dynamite is again in my nostrils
and in my heart the strong desire to erupt.
I am the fighting valiant of mountains
who is not in love with death
but for the sake of life and freedom
he sacrifices himself
so that the land of his ancestors,
the invincible Medes;
his beloved Kurdistan , may become unchained.

Who am I?

One of my ancestors was the Blacksmith Kawa
who slayed Dahak, the notorious tyrant
to break off chains from Kurdish shoulders
and save many heads from the sword and death.
The day his vicious reign ended
was called NEWROZ, the New Day.
When Newroz comes winter departs
taking with it the dark harsh times
to make place for light and warmth.
This is the time, as Zoroaster says,
the evil spirit Ahriman is defeated
at the hand of Ormazd, the god of wisdom and light.

Who am I?

I am the maker of Newroz;
again I shall become my own master,
the ruler of my land
so I may enjoy the fruits of my orchards,
relish the sacred wines of my vineyards
and put an end to a dark era
by seeking salvation in knowledge and science;
I shall make another new day
and breathe the pure air of the liberty.

Who am I?

I am Kordokh, the good old Khaldew;
I am Mitan; Nayri and Sobar;
the son of Lo Lo; Kardok and Kodi;
I am the Mede, the Gosh, Hori and Gudi;
I am the Kurmanc, Kelhor; Lor and Gor;
yes, I have always been and remain the Kurd.
Despite centuries of suppression
in a country by force divided.

Who am I?

I am the son of Lor, Kelhor and Kurmanc
who have lost crown and reign
to become powerless,
betrayed in the name of religion
to carry rosaries in their hands
duped by the rulers,
deprived of might and wealth,
fighting each other, divided and torn
while my oppressed Kurdistan,
my wretched Kurdistan
remains possessed.

Who am I?

The son of the Kurdish nation
awaken from deep sleep,
marching forward,
proud as a lion
wanting the whole world to know;
I shall struggle and continue the path to freedom;
I shall learn from great men,
Like Marx and Lenin.
I make a vow to my ancestors,
to Salar, Shergo and Deysem,
that this of mine will remain vigorous, unyielding, stronger than death.
Let it be kown;
I announce with no fear;
Liberty is my goal;
I shall advance in this path.

Who am I ?

I am not blood thirsty;
no, I adore peace.
Noble were my ancestors;
sincere are my leaders,
We don't ask for war but demand equality
but our enemies are the ones who betray and lie.
Friendship I seek and offer my hands
to all friendly nations.
Long live Kurdistan;
death to the oppressor!!!

[Feyli_kord]

Not really interested in patriotic poetry. That's some embellishment that only empty-minded nationalists find attractive.

Anyway, March 13: I managed to sleep last-night and feel refreshed. Never though that good sleep could do such wonders.

[Piling]

Never though that good sleep could do such wonders.

Gregor Samsa in http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Metamorphosis should have said the same thing when he get up, one morning

[Feyli_kord]

Never though that good sleep could do such wonders.

Gregor Samsa in http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Metamorphosis should have said the same thing when he get up, one morning

Yeah, but I didn't find Gregor Samsa a sympathizable character at all. He was the ultimate spinless introverted neurotic. Based on Kafka himself.

march 14: Today I had the pleasure of reading enlightenment sitcoms in book-form. We won copies of voltaires candide, and I have to say it has to be one of the most ironic absurdly exaggerated adventure-dramas ever, with an empathsis on a Capital D. Literate 17-18th century french people must have enjoyed all the pompousity and eloquent verbosity of their time. It takes 20 paragraphs to get through each little scene, mostly because the author has to add an exaggerated amount of wordplay and descriptions.

[Feyli_kord]

We kurds have a more stable emotional nature that is probably boring to other people.

Kurds stable ? Not emotional ? Boring ?

think of all these Kurdish songs and poetry full of hopeless love, hopeless fight and hopeless exile…
Western tales end all like 'lovers were happy, married each others and had full of children.
Kurdish tales end often like : lovers were unhappy, both died and everybody cried for centuries and centuries…


Kurda are among the most emotional people I know. You just only chose to not write novels. Then you cry by singing and playing tembûr,
Westerners are unemotional but cerebral and they write it a lot

That's all pretty mild in comparison to the high drama of europe. I don't know, maybe i'm taking my own family as an example. They're all pretty staid.

Anyway, today i'm studying maths.

[Piling]

Anyway, today i'm studying maths.

That is certainly an unemotional occupation

Except for my brain : maths are torture

[Anthea]

Anyway, today i'm studying maths.

What level have you reached?

When you have finished all your studies will you be going into politics?

[Feyli_kord]

Anyway, today i'm studying maths.

What level have you reached?

When you have finished all your studies will you be going into politics?

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[Anthea]

pre-university level. When I'm finished I'll apply for military education, and then hopefully make it to officer school. I might go into politics in the future, but i need to found my own group, I'd never accept the line of politics currently held by major parties in Iraq. I need to get myself established first.

As I am always stating - young people are the future of Kurdistan - you are certainly proof of that

I am afraid that there is a certain amount of corruption within the current political parties but I believe some of what outsiders may see as corruption might actually be Kurdish families uniting in order to strengthen the political system. As we all know it is difficult for Kurds to trust others who are not related. Ocalan has become a prime example of what happens when Kurds trusts the wrong person

[Feyli_kord]

pre-university level. When I'm finished I'll apply for military education, and then hopefully make it to officer school. I might go into politics in the future, but i need to found my own group, I'd never accept the line of politics currently held by major parties in Iraq. I need to get myself established first.

As I am always stating - young people are the future of Kurdistan - you are certainly proof of that

I am afraid that there is a certain amount of corruption within the current political parties but I believe some of what outsiders may see as corruption might actually be Kurdish families uniting in order to strengthen the political system. As we all know it is difficult for Kurds to trust others who are not related. Ocalan has become a prime example of what happens when Kurds trusts the wrong person

Don't worry about it... it will change. Atm the moment all i can think of is sleep.

[Feyli_kord]

Math test in two days... And I'm still struggling. Why does maths have to be hard?